Trolling

I’m not one to do this much, but this method seemed harmless.

It proved to be much more than harmless.

Stranger: gello
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Stranger: what’s that?
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Stranger: lol what do you mean?
Stranger: haha that’s like this i presume?
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Stranger: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ
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Stranger: NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP DAREDORM.COM
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Stranger: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO
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Stranger: well this is a big win of mine
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Stranger: you’ve been a wonderful online frustrated opponent
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Stranger: i will start with my celebration speech now
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Stranger: many years ago i have discovered my talent to mess with people
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Stranger: my intelect always felt strong
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Stranger: especially when talking with other people
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Stranger: so to cut a long story short, i’m here now, it takes me about
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Stranger: 15 minutes to pwn someone
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Stranger: my tonight’s opponent was very good
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Stranger: for a while
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Stranger: he had a small advantage
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Stranger: but with the skills i’ve been working on for so long
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Stranger: and with a bit of faith’s luck
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Stranger: i think i’ve shown
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Stranger: i was the better man today
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Stranger: thanks to all of the previous jerk offs who were a great workout poligon
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Stranger: thanks to all of the people who are yet to see the logs
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Stranger: i would also like to
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Stranger: use this opportunity
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Stranger: to say
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Stranger: something important
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Stranger: tonight was a big night for all us
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Stranger: true football fans
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Stranger: it was
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Stranger: as we all know
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Stranger: the champions league night
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Stranger: with a great duel lyon – real madrid
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Stranger: i myself am a great real madrid fan
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Stranger: the game ended 1:1
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Stranger: it was played in france
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Stranger: at stade gerland, a wonderful stadium in the french provanse
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Stranger: full ofcourse
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Stranger: around 30000 people
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Stranger: anyhoq
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Stranger: anyhow*
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Stranger: lyon today gave its maximum
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Stranger: a 100% of what they can give
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Stranger: they really kept the defensive pressure up on the highest level
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Stranger: for the entire game
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Stranger: although it was seen that in the end
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Stranger: they lacked mental power
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Stranger: real took the lead 0:1 with a beautiful karim benzema goal
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Stranger: so this is how it went
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Stranger: ozil took the ball on about 25 metres left to the goal
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Stranger: a bit left
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Stranger: then he made a BEAUTY dribble to get rid
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Stranger: of i believe delgado or lovren, doesnt matter
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Stranger: gave the ball to karim
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Stranger: who made a wonderful double pass with c.ronaldo (i’ll say more about him

later)
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Stranger: and fake-tricked FOUR lyon players!
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Stranger: and scored thru gomis’s legs
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Stranger: for the lead ofcourse
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Stranger: he didnt celebrate the goal though
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Stranger: lyon is his ex club… he spent 4 wonderful years there
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Stranger: and tagged a 35 million € price
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Stranger: which his current club, my favorite club, was willing to pay
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Stranger: and now about kiki ronaldo
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Stranger: c.ronaldo is the best player in the world
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Stranger: when you’re watching a game where he’s playing
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Stranger: you need 30 minutes max to see
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Stranger: that he’s the best
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Stranger: what a wonderful dribble
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Stranger: the tendency to play such football
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Stranger: he also hit the post tonight
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Stranger: from a wonderful freekick
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Stranger: that should have been the real lead
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Stranger: but a couple of minutes later benzema did his job
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Stranger: so enough about that
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Stranger: let’s talk INTER
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Stranger: tomorrow, today actualy, it’s 6 in the morning here
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Stranger: inter is playing bayern
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Stranger: that’s last years final
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Stranger: i’m a big inter fan
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Stranger: i hope they’ll show class today aswell they did in the finals
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Stranger: the coach is not mourinho anymore
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Stranger: it’s leonardo
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Stranger: some do have problems with him, because of his ac milan history
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Stranger: but i dont
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Stranger: i think that this year inter squadra is just a tad worse than the previous

year
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Stranger: if even that much!
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Stranger: leonardo pulled it together
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Stranger: and he’s completely adapted
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Stranger: i cant say adapted, it’s just the way he is
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Stranger: to the Stil Inter
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Stranger: so that means – we play for the score, but the game must be for the soul
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Stranger: i’m loving eto’o this season
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Stranger: also sneijder
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Stranger: who is showing his class repeatedly every year
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Stranger: bayern on the other hand
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Stranger: is also good
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Stranger: good individuals
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Stranger: but something isnt good there
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Stranger: i dont know if it’s the coach
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Stranger: or maybe even beckenbauer…
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Stranger: or maybe the lately named defense…
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Stranger: anyhow it will be an interesting match
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Stranger: i think that the coef. on inter will be atleast 1.55
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Stranger: and i’m hitting it
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Stranger: + manus win against marseille
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Stranger: this is my vision how should inter’s first eleven look like tonight:
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Stranger: Julio Cesar
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Stranger: Maicon
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Stranger: Samuel
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Stranger: Lucio
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Stranger: Javier Zanetti
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Stranger: Cambiasso
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Stranger: Kharja
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Stranger: Sneijder
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Stranger: Dejan Stanković
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Stranger: Milito
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Stranger: Eto’o
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Stranger: i’m starting to be a kharja fan i have to say lately
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Stranger: however in the cagliari match a couple of days ago the team was like this:
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Stranger: Julio Cesat
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Stranger: Lucio
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Stranger: Javier Zanetti
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Stranger: Burdisso
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Stranger: Maicon
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Stranger: now that defensive line is not my best solution
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Stranger: against cagliari it can work..
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Stranger: against bayern?
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Stranger: i dont know…
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Stranger: i’m also wondering when will roony come back to form
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Stranger: rooney
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Stranger: i’m not a manu fan
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Stranger: but they should give better football then now
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Stranger: and now
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Stranger: i will be naming my favorite players
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Stranger: BY POSITION YEEEY
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Stranger: let’s start with goalkeepers:
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Stranger: (all players count, from active to retired to dead)
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Stranger: Kahn
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Stranger: Schmeichel
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Stranger: Dino Zoff
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Stranger: Iker Casillas
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Stranger: Gigi Buffon
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Stranger: Tonči Gabrić
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Stranger: canizares
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Stranger: hmm
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Stranger: oh schmeichel’s son ofcourse…
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Stranger: i like that adler from schalke
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Stranger: marco amelia
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Stranger: ok, now left backs:
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Stranger: javier zanetti ofcourse
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Stranger: roberto carlos ofcourse
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Stranger: let’s go right i’m not in for the left back now…
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Stranger: cafu!
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Stranger: maicon… wonderful player, wonderful… i was very very annoyed when the

press was talking how bale made him a fool. no he didnt. bale is a fast running idiot.

he should have been doubled, however benitez didnt believe bale was that fast and
strong. that’s why maicon suffered the bad press. completely undeserved
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Stranger: dani alves although i hate barca
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Stranger: but he’s good
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Stranger: although
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Stranger: i’m not liking these formations of today
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Stranger: so we all know that 4 defenders are necessary
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Stranger: so 4
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Stranger: then it’s 2-3-1
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Stranger: (you missed one)
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Stranger: but mourinho today played 4-3-2-1
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Stranger: instead of 2-3-1
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Stranger: 2-1
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Stranger: was the ronaldo-ozil-adebayor combo
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Stranger: and di maria was like in the back three
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Stranger: was that a trick?
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Stranger: let’s take a look at the spanish league standings
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Stranger: sec please
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Stranger: Barcelona 24 21 2 1 73 13 +60 65 WDWWW
2 Real Madrid 24 19 3 2 55 19 +36 60 WWWLW
3 Valencia 24 14 6 4 38 25 +13 48 DWWDW
4 Villarreal 24 14 4 6 42 24 +18 46 DLLWW
5 Athletic Bilbao 24 12 2 10 38 34 +4 38 LLWWW
6 Espanyol 24 12 1 11 30 35 -5 37 LLLLW
7 Sevilla 24 10 4 10 36 38 -2 34 WLDDW
8 Real Sociedad 24 11 1 12 35 37 -2 34 WWLWL
9 Atlético Madrid 24 10 3 11 33 31 +2 33 WLLLL
10 Getafe
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Stranger: so
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Stranger: barcelona is first for now
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Stranger: with great goal diff
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Stranger: i’ve decided to continue in croatian so i can concentrate on my betting
thoughts!
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Stranger: ovako znači sporting – zaragoza u subotu
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Stranger: to je drugi dio ljestvice
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Stranger: Mallorca 24 9 4 11 25 31 -6 31 LWDLL
12 Racing Santander 24 7 7 10 21 33 -12 28 WWDDL
13 Deportivo La C… 24 6 8 10 21 35 -14 26 DWLDL
14 Osasuna 24 6 7 11 25 30 -5 25 WLDWL
15 Hércules 24 7 4 13 24 38 -14 25 LWLLL
16 Sporting Gijón 24 5 9 10 23 31 -8 24 DDLWW
17 Levante 24 7 3 14 24 36 -12 24 LWWWL
18 Real Zaragoza 24 5 8 11 22 37 -15 23 LLDWW
19 Almería 24 4 9 11 24 40 -16 21 DLWLW
20 Málaga
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Stranger: zaragoza je 19. ok, sporting 16.
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Stranger: kako je zaragoza tako loša čovječe
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Stranger: sad mi se ne daju gledat koeficijenti al dobro..
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Stranger: neće oni valjda ispast, ipak imaju značaj neki…
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Stranger: e brb, idem po neku hranu!
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Stranger: evo me!
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Stranger: bon apetit!
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Stranger: tuna + cream + mayo + pickles = mmm
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Stranger: i mean sour cream ofcourse
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Stranger: http://www.vitamini.hr/img/ArticleImages/6573.jpg this one
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Stranger: water or juice?
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Stranger: i’d like some juice
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Stranger: but water is better
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Stranger: sec
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Stranger: im here!
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Stranger: just a small ciggi break!
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Stranger: mike rowe is great
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Stranger: hey
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Stranger: you’ve been a great listener!
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Stranger: anyhoo have fun, do unaddictive drugs, and play on manu and inter tonight!
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Stranger: also maybe some nba, some knicks or smth
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Stranger: sec please
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Stranger: memphis lost to denver tonight!
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Stranger: without carmelo they won… nice
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Stranger: http://www.nba.com/gameline/20110222/ here take a look
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Stranger: well it’s bed time for me, gotta get up before 2 pm lol
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Stranger: bye man and be good
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Your conversational partner has disconnected

Relevant Interest Shift

I’ve been watching a lot of anime (Spell check said anime isn’t a word, huh…) recently. In earlier parts of my life, because I had no computer and simply because I was younger, I watched TV a lot. Not excessively, but I watched it. Now of course, what I watched is very different from what I watch now. Simple cartoons are now replaced by Tosh.0. Bill Nye has turned into The Science channel. And everything else has been flushed through the cracks and reformed into something anew.

But more specifically, I have been watching a lot of my “TV” online now. It’s not exactly TV anymore when you watch it on your computer, but the programming that would otherwise come through the television is now channeled through my computer monitor. But back on the point, which is anime, I have found that I am reacting in a different way than I remember when just watching TV. Maybe its the fact that I’m alone and I can choose to let my expression make itself instead of being continuously aware of others seeing my face. I don’t know why it bugs me, but I remember my mom telling me how my face changed a lot when she watched me watch TV. Of course I have no problem with that, but because of how I am, I’m not one to show much emotion especially on my face. But I have noticed that I have been revealing a great deal, and I mean GREAT deal more than I have ever noticed before. When I think about being in that situation I even get a reaction from just the thought. I noticed my hands start to sweat a lot after I had come back to college from Thanksgiving break at my parents house. It’s really been rather annoying as they seem to sweat even when cold. But the sweating, at least that I have noticed has not been coming from just “being”, but as an actual response to some stimuli. When ever I notice a specific scene within the anime I watch or when I think about the scene (for some reason even thinking about thinking about the scene triggers it too) I can feel that my hands start to sweat. I’ll even notice occasionally a “cold sweat-ish” feel across my arms or legs as if just got scared or something.

I’m beginning to consider that this is a response to an emotional feeling that I seem to be having. The only real confusing thing is, that I don’t really know what this feeling is. Without trying to over simplify it, it seems to resemble happiness. But it doesn’t ACTUALLY feel like a happy feeling to me. Not that it feels bad, but it doesn’t exactly feel like a joyful experience. Of course I could just be an idiot and it could all just be me feeling happy. But I’m just not too sure about it. Another thing is that this also doesn’t always happen as a reaction to a stimuli. I’ve noticed this occur even when I’m not thinking or doing anything.

Dammit, there is just so much crud on my keyboard and mouse now.

I love watching anime but I don’t love sweaty mice and keyboards. Of course when I actually watch the stuff my hands are usually on my lap or I have my arms crossed. But I’ll notice that after a while my hands are just entirely wet. I’ve watched one episode before where at the end my hands were actually pruned. I mean, damn.

At least it’s not a Schewetty Balls problem.

More Like a Sticky Note

This blog has proven to be more of a sticky note. Being used, then ignored, then used again, then ignored some more.

I think I’ll make this new post because I- you know I really don’t have a reason.

Dammit.

Reflecting without a shield

As one of my choices for the final project I had to do for my advisory class, writing a four paragraph paper was the shortest, so it seemed to be the obvious choice. To follow up as an example of how much more open I am, I decided to post my paper on my blog but remember, its not your fault if you hate it. You were born that way.

I forgive you.

By the way, the Title of this post is a reference to this.

Simply, we were supposed to write four paragraphs about how our life has changed since we came to this school, Walnut Creek Campus, and how we think it has changed our lives.

General attitude, parental happiness, Little Caesars, old friends, new friends, better school, less homework. Many things have been added, although you can’t really add less homework, to my life since I started coming to Walnut Creek. Originally, I did not want to come here. It wasn’t the school itself that unnerved me, but the simple fact of changing my lifestyle. Even knowing how well this school has worked for me, If given the chance to come here sooner, I still would not have wanted to. Change has always been difficult for me, even regarding things that I knew would be better. When in an uncomfortable situation, I tend to stick to where I am, even if I could easily make it more comfortable. When I first went to Valley, and I knew that I did not have anyone to sit with at that time, I would stand on the side rather than sit at an empty table, If that table were to end up “belonging” to a group of people, it would make me feel bad for being there. So to prevent myself from making that decision, I would stick with what I know till an external force would act to change that. In the weeks to come, I would quickly be asked to sit be people I knew. From then on I would sit in that exact spot each and every day that I had lunch with them, even if no one else was there. It has always been simpler for me to just take things as they are. But at WCC that can prove to be a bit more challenging.

Through the year it would be hard to say that I could have gotten through things without talking to anyone about them. Talking to David in math has been, “frustrating”, at times, but I know it is because of the way I assume things. I don’t like to assume, I would prefer to never have to, but it kind of unconsciously ends up that way. I know he just wants me to learn, but there are sometimes I wish he could give me a straight answer. But that would be too easy. And nothing in life is too easy without a consequence lying behind it. I know David teaches in a way that makes the student teach themselves, but If he gave me an answer I could work out how it got to that. Even though I already knew most of the stuff that was covered in my Building on your strengths class, it still was fun to work out the non obvious answers to simple problems. There is always more than one answer to a problem, unless its math. Math just gets to be unique like that.

I’ve easily found that the easiest way to get to know someone is through their stomach. Food and me have always had a good relationship, not through my own interest in the food, but through the fact that everyone else loves food more than me. From making cookies, to buying pizza and bringing it to school where everyone got to watch me eat pizza while they worked. I get to know people better and they learn that I am someone that they may want to be around, or at least recognized as a “HEY KOOL-AID!” type of person. The person that will usually have something with them that you want, and can just call on them for. Last year at Valley, I made cookies to represent something specific for science as part of a project. But I had the idea to make cookies the next week and bring them so school and see what happens. Everyone wanted them. I find it easier to do things that make others happy than to do things that make me happy. Plus, making others happy, makes me happy. I think I can learn to live with that. Actually, I guess that means that it takes the same effort to make myself happy than to make someone else happy. Even people I didn’t know would notice and ask if they could have some. Whereas on the other side of that, if someone else brought food in, and I didn’t know them, asking them for it would never happen. I wouldn’t want to intrude on their breakfast/lunch/mid lunch/snack/feast or what have you.

A coagulation of what that wall of text can be summarized into would be simply: “Being at Walnut Creek Campus has made me more comfortable in social situations”. I would tend to think that that would be a big improvement and something my parents and teachers have wanted me to do. I’ve never had that part of me that just says, I WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE. I’ve always been content with where I am at the time. But being together with less new, because older makes it sound like their age is older, friends has made me do somethings that I normally wouldn’t have done.

Also, CJ’s classes were great, so were Lynn’s, Tony’s, Ted’s, David’s, and Shantel’s(spelling) even if I didn’t have her for a class except DnD club.

Accents make things funny

Yes they do.

[Youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvWh6PMi9Ek]

I don’t know, I just think it’s funny.

Appendicitis

I got my appendix taken out two days ago.

It’s not very pleasant.

I expected more from Morphine and Vicodin. But, eh, I guess I just react differently.

Candy

Mmmmmmm…

PEZ…

Empty Empty Empty

Nothing going on…

Hmmmmmmm….

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…

Hmm..

Meh.

Silence

I need to learn to shut up more.

I always seem to have problems making the simplest of comments.

Spring Break

It’s Spring Break!

Woot.